Sunday, 2 March 2014
Pre-Monday
It's Sunday and I'm feeling kinda restless. There's nth that I wanna do. But there's a ton of work still waiting for me. Guess I just gotta get it over & done with. Anyway, It's collection of A-level Chinese results tmr. I'm kinda anxious. But I don't want to think abt it. Hope it'll turn out fine. Not sure how I'll face it but May luck be on my side
My thoughts
[Extracted this piece of blog post from my tumblr site. Written a few weeks back]
It’s really scary to see how times have passed by so quickly. It’s like one moment ago I was happily being an ignorant kid, and the next thing I knew, here I am, looking back at how time and experiences have shaped me. Into who I am now. It’s an hour past midnight now, the best timing to be emotional, to think abt life. Everything has changed completely since the transition of sec sch to jc. It’s not a bad thing to change. But I’m unsure if I have changed for the better or not. All I know is that I have gone through so much experiences. Be it happy or sad. My emotions can go on an all time high to an all time low. And I have to learn to deal with it emotionally. And physically, I have Cca like 3 times per week, and having 2 times of Pe running 3.1km. It’s so draining oh well but I guess that’s just life. Mentally, school work is drowning me. I have been trying my best to complete my work, but it’s so draining at times, I admit I feel dumb, or even on the verge of giving up. But I know no matter how slow I am, I must not give up. I have to keep on walking through this path of mine. And I also realise how things that can make me smile also have changed. Like how I will smile when I see my favourite idol on tv, but now I can smile simply just when someone smiles at me too. I love that kind of sincerity and warmth. It makes me feel real. Like life is worth its meaning. I hope I’ll go on finding the worth of everyday, making every moment, a moment I treasure.
It’s really scary to see how times have passed by so quickly. It’s like one moment ago I was happily being an ignorant kid, and the next thing I knew, here I am, looking back at how time and experiences have shaped me. Into who I am now. It’s an hour past midnight now, the best timing to be emotional, to think abt life. Everything has changed completely since the transition of sec sch to jc. It’s not a bad thing to change. But I’m unsure if I have changed for the better or not. All I know is that I have gone through so much experiences. Be it happy or sad. My emotions can go on an all time high to an all time low. And I have to learn to deal with it emotionally. And physically, I have Cca like 3 times per week, and having 2 times of Pe running 3.1km. It’s so draining oh well but I guess that’s just life. Mentally, school work is drowning me. I have been trying my best to complete my work, but it’s so draining at times, I admit I feel dumb, or even on the verge of giving up. But I know no matter how slow I am, I must not give up. I have to keep on walking through this path of mine. And I also realise how things that can make me smile also have changed. Like how I will smile when I see my favourite idol on tv, but now I can smile simply just when someone smiles at me too. I love that kind of sincerity and warmth. It makes me feel real. Like life is worth its meaning. I hope I’ll go on finding the worth of everyday, making every moment, a moment I treasure.
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